Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Saturday, March 22, 2008
I think we are doing birthday activities today, my bday is Wednesday so we may have some fun over the weekend. Stay tuned!
Friday, March 21, 2008
Meanwhile we're at the store and I get the necessary ingredients for some meals and Lily goes and grabs a bag of Cool Ranch Doritos..I told her to put them back we don't need that, plus I had just bought Sun Chips at Target yesterday. Begging and begging..I caved and said whatever... She seemed pleased and was anxious to leave.
Walking home we went past the same man in the corner..dirty, cold, and obviously on some sort of something..(he was clearly trippin', talking to himself and making weird hand signals, that or he was crazy) anywho, Lily runs ahead of me to that gentleman and hands him her beloved bag or Doritos. "Here you go sir, some chips for you"
My heart swelled with compassion..I was so happy that she did that.
She told me she felt good and she was all smiles for the rest of the walk home.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Son is asleep..twitching..
Dog is sleeping...again
I feel relaxed.
I took a bath with my word search..I am a total word nerd and I am obsessed with those things..when I only have a few left in the book I panic and immediately set out to buy another.
Hubs should be coming home with Mexican food. We are watching a movie. I got the kids their own movie to watch while we have our own impromptu living room date. :)
Hopefully tomorrow will be a brighter day..after all it is the first day of spring you know.
I really need to get my yoga on. Its been forever and a day since I have done anything. I love yoga. The way it makes me feel..physically and mentally. Clarity, still-ness..all the chatter in my brain just stops for the moment and there is a silence. The smell of the nag champa in the yoga room... the sounds of the sitar chiming throughout...
Something needs to happen in my life..like right now..something big..a major change.
I know it.. I want it. I feel it.
God, the pinching
Oh don't forget the tongue sticking out thingy too(mostly Jack)
and if someone cries one more time...
I think I seriously need a time out..
Its only 11:32am
Is that too early to start drinking?
And its only the 3rd day.
I am ignoring my kids right now, they are currently rumbling through the kitchen concocting some sort of lunch and knocking over and spilling shit ..
I don't care at the moment.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
This is Lily's new shirt I bought her..she loves cherries..too bad you can't see the back its a halter top..so freaking cute.
Now just some others of my kids.. Well I just got my new issue of MotherEarth News so I will go relax and enjoy that with a cup of coffee..speaking of coffee, don't you just love this song?
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
This weekend we may go to Old town..Lily loves anything affiliated with spooky,haunted or scary. We may try to go in the Whaley House..I love that kinda stuff too. Justin and I also love abandoned buildings and places..after seeing Session 9 we really were interested in that kinda stuff. I think that is the most psychologically scary movie I have seen, oh and Blair Witch..minus the fact that I wanted to puke throughout because the camera. Freaky shit.
I totally kicked ass in the backyard yesterday and did all kinds of domestic chores..cut the grass...a.k.a. clover, cleaned up poo, threw away old toys and I still have to clean the BBQ. It is going to warm this weekend and I can't wait. I am ready for some warmth..I need to lay in the sun and soak up all the goodness of spring. Blossoms are blooming, birds are chirping..and before we know it, we'll all be out there tending to our little patch of garden. We are going to make another patch under the kitchen window for Lily..I don't think she wants food per say..just some lovely flowers for the fairies and butterflies that live in the back yard according to her brilliant little mind. Speaking of brilliance..she is on the honor roll for the second time this year and she gets the 'royal treatment' a private field trip to the middle school right down the street from her own elementary where she gets private swimming and diving lessons! She is stoked about that. Although I feel nervous about the diving board...as its high..I may have to accompany her, because in my crazy head I am already picturing rushing off to the ER because she tried to dive and landed on the diving board and/or the concrete. I know, I know...I am a wicked pessimist..but can't help it. I thing it comes along automatically when you look at the two pink lines on your pregnancy test!
Saturday, March 1, 2008
A rare but so precious moment with my babies...I guess I ruined the moment when I told them to stay in that position so I could snap the picture..oh well it was a genuine hug..can you feel the love?